I really really am tired of this " I want to be exco thing. "
It is really pissing me off. Seriously, why the hell do almost every prefect want to be an EXCO ?! What is so great about getting chosen if all you do is butter up the current batch of EXCOs and acting like an angel infront of them & not being chosen based on your talents ? I'm fedup because firstly, I have always been looking forward to being an EXCO since Secondary 1. However, I've come to realise how contradicting some people are. They backstab me, they steal my credit, tell me loads and stuff like don't need do this & that, & after that they report that I didn't do duty! Wow, but it's fine. But what pisses me off is the way they try to butter people up and act as if they are damn FUCKING good. Wow. Impressive I must say. This is also one of the reasons I've turned "bad" during Secondary 2 because I don't want Mr Shahril to pick me because I know he has a very high expectations of me. Because, firstly. I don't want to work with BACKSTABBERS & PEOPLE WHO BITCHES ALL DAY, and also people who steal your credit for work you have done. LIA hasn't even been conducted yet so MANY people are already fighting for the position. Even as we speak. Currently, ALMOST every CCA are already fighting for the places to go into LIA. Anyone out there want my place in it ? Sure, let me know. People in my school should know who are the people who I'm talking about. Please la, you really think you have leadership ? All you know how to do is to act infront of the teacher, backstab your friends making you look like an angel, all because of what ? Higher authority and a GOLDEN BADGE. Wow, oops I mean GOLDEN-COATED BADGE. If you don't have the ability to lead a school, or have basic morals & qualities like BEING HONEST AND NOT BACKSTABBING YOUR FRIENDS, don't "volunteer" yourself to be one unless you think you have what it takes. You don't see me "volunteering" myself to be one because I'm not f***ing shameless as I know I cannot lead a school. & by you, I mean the group. As for me, I really hope that either Hongchye/William/Radhi/Azmi can be the head prefect this year, but a girl would be better. I don't really want to take up the responsiblity of being an exco because, like I said above, it's something I don't think I have what it takes & not wanting to work with people who get the position based on ACTING. Mediacorp is always open to you if you ever decide to choose that path. :)
P.S: Pardon me for the crude language, if any teachers are reading.
P.S.S: Not directed at any EXCOs. :) because they've done nothing wrong.
